I was seeing this guy whose ever complaint was not being
able to understand me. What business does anyone have trying to understand
another human being? This is what I said to him, I don’t understand myself
either but I just accept me as I am. Well, he hates reading so there is no
chance that he will come across this. Even if he did, he wouldn’t read!
Its true, I don’t fully understand all the emotions I feel.
Never mind that I do belong to the more stable temperament category. Most of
the time, I will be calm and collected, peaceful, happy and all that goes with
it.
Yesterday was a different story. I don’t remember what
worked me up (well, not consciously) but I was so down cast. Nothing I did
could cheer me up. I felt like the whole world was closing in on me and had no
idea how to come out of it. I remember telling a friend that I was feeling so
down and the most annoying bit is that I even got no idea why! He was quick in
reminding me of the bible verse that says “cast your cares upon Him.” Honestly, I did not appreciate his input
because all that meant nothing to me that moment. All I wanted to do is just be there and wallow a bit in this down
heartedness. Oh yes I did. That is just how difficult it is to understand
people.
Times like that come but they pass. Today, I am my cheerful
self and for no apparent reason either.
I am happy because that means I am a normal. Sometimes I am
happy, sometimes I am sad. I am so glad my feelings change, thats how God made
me!
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